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I absolutely adore this little babe of mine, but reading stories about women who love being pregnant and talking to mom's everyday at my job, I realized that I really don't like it, at all. Every moment I'm complaining to my fiance about something that hurts, I'm always uncomfortable, my stomach itches like crazy, my boobs itch(sorry but they do), I can feel my heartbeat in my back, im always hungry, i have thirst moments, where i literally cant drink enough water no matter what i do, I don't enjoy the feeling of being pregnant.

I do love my little babe. His little kicks here and then are little reminders of why I'm doing this.

I love my fiance. Without him, I don't know if my head would be on straight. I'd be a chicken running loose with its head chopped off.

Dumb as it sounds, ice cream and Dr Pepper can fix ANYTHING.

My job makes me happy. I haven't had a job in a long time where I was happy to get up and go but working there makes me happy and I love my job.

Melissa and joey. I have been binge watching Melissa and Joey on Netflix and I haven't laughed this much in a long long time. It makes me really happy.

I might not like the feeling of being pregnant, but little things remind me to be happy and that in 6 weeks I'll be a full time mom raising the sweetest little babe in the world, and nothing makes me happier.